Regrets, I’ve Had a Few

In early October 2020, a visual arts professor at the University of Ottawa spoke to her students about the phenomenon of subversive resignification. She mentioned as an example the word “nigger.” (She also mentioned “queer.”) One of her students complained to the university. In response, the university put the class on hiatus for a couple of weeks, issued three heart-felt and soul-searching statements about the need to balance academic freedom and respect, and opened a second section of the course to which those students too distraught to learn anything from their original professor could transfer.

On October 23rd, I sent a message to about twenty academic administrators and others at my university, Saint Mary’s University (SMU). In this message, I explained how a university that was committed to its academic mission would have responded to the student complaint at Ottawa U. And I expressed my worry that, were something similar to happen at my university, administrators would act no better than had those at Ottawa U. (An article based on my message appeared in Minding the Campus.)

Now, I enjoy irony as much as the next person, and I’m usually delighted when events prove me right, but really…

On 6 November, a couple of weeks after sending my message, I received from SMU’s president a summons to attend a disciplinary meeting. Apparently, someone had complained about my October 23rd message, which contained that emotionally overwhelming word.

“In that letter you repeatedly used and spelled out the racial slur ‘n—-r’,” wrote the president in the summons. The president alleged that, by spelling out that word in the message and sending it to the person who complained, I breached the “Policy on Conflict Resolution and the Prevention and Resolution of Harassment and Discrimination” and the “Declaration of Respect.”

Four months later, on March 5, 2021, SMU officially discontinued disciplinary procedures. It did this in exchange for my sending the president a short statement expressing regret that my message upset some of its recipients. The president said he would forward that statement to all those who received my message, both to the one or two who complained and to all those who didn’t.

I’ve posted documents and commentary in a folder on my website.

I am not at all happy with how this absurd affair ended. With its specific conclusion, the university violated my academic freedom, shrank the area of discussion protected by academic freedom within Saint Mary’s, affirmed its commitment to a false and pernicious form of anti-racism, went some distance toward binding us all to an anti-academic conception of respect, and undercut collegial relations among members of my university community.

I accepted the offer to express regret in exchange for discontinuing the procedure because I was tired and wanted to return to my academic work. The thing had dragged on, as I said, for four months already, and I imagined that it could drag on for another six or more. I also accepted the offer because I could not trust my union to grieve should SMU elect to discipline me. (If I were disciplined and the union did grieve, I could not then trust that the members of the arbitration board would be committed to academic values. The rot here is deep.) Were I to be disciplined, I thought, the outcome for academic freedom, collegiality, and the campus ethos might be even worse.

What happened from the filing of the complaint at SMU to the final letter from the president (and his lack of response to my questions about that letter) paints a grim picture of my university. It has led me to wonder how often disciplinary procedures are set in motion, both at my university and elsewhere, what triggers them, how they conclude, and how similar the experiences of other professors have been to mine.

Ignoring Academic Freedom Protections

At most accredited universities in the Americas and Europe, and in most places elsewhere, collective agreements or other official university documents protect many or all aspects of academic freedom. These official protections, though, are ultimately only a little stronger than the protections a university’s culture or ethos provides. Academic freedom is liable to be violated or constrained at universities in which significant numbers of professors are willing or happy to weigh other considerations against it in specific cases, no matter how strong the language in the official documents is. On the other hand, where academic freedom is well respected on the ground, administrators will, as a matter of course, turn away complaints against professors who say things that outrage students or others. No meetings with administrators will be called and no professor will have to claim that his expression was protected by academic freedom.

It is not much of a victory for academic freedom, then, when an arbitrator, a panel, or a tribunal accepts a professor’s argument that what he said or did constitutes a legitimate exercise of his academic freedom.  If at a university a complaint against a professor gets as far as an official meeting, that institution’s atmosphere lacks the life-giving oxygen of academic freedom.

The collective agreement at my university has reasonably good academic freedom language.  The ideas I expressed in my message, the way I expressed them, and my sending the message  were all protected under the Collective Agreement between Saint Mary’s University and the SMU Faculty Union. That Collective Agreement guarantees freedom of discussion, freedom to criticize the university, and freedom from institutional censorship; it also guarantees that professors may exercise the rights granted them as citizens by the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms. Given the Collective Agreement, then, the complaint(s) that my message attracted should not have stirred among administrators a single thought of discipline. At a university with a tradition of academic freedom and freedom of expression on campus, I might never even have heard that a complaint had been lodged.

According to my president, I neglected my “obligations to contribute to a respectful environment for work and study and to help create an environment that is free from harassment and discrimination” as well as my “responsibility to respect the rights of others in the University community and to nurture a climate of respect.”

How I neglected my obligations or responsibilities I was never informed—not in the summons, not at the disciplinary meeting. The best I can do is to suppose that, in including some one or two particular people among the recipients of a message that contained mention of the word “n****r,” I had treated those one or two people disrespectfully. My guess is that the president believed I should have known that some recipients of my message would be upset by the sight of that word and that this knowledge would have led a person committed to respect to exempt those persons from receiving it.

Yet, even if I had in fact treated someone disrespectfully by sending them my message, the Collective Agreement asserts that it, the Collective Agreement, takes precedence over all university documents. The priority of the Collective Agreement is affirmed both in the Policy and in the Statement I allegedly breached. That the academic freedom provisions of the Collective Agreement protected my sending that message to the people to whom I sent it should have been enough.

Respect as Solicitude vs Actual Respect

Respect at a university, as I explained in a recent article, consists in treating others (and oneself) as possessing intellectual and moral autonomy, that is, the ability to judge matters for oneself and the commitment to do so. In fact, not all members of a university community do possess intellectual and moral autonomy; what’s important to the ethos of a university is that a substantial number aspire to be intellectually and morally autonomous. We treat each other with respect, then, when we speak openly, sincerely, and candidly with each other and without solicitous concern for how what we say will make others feel. We have gathered at a university to inquire into the ways of the world and to construct interpretations and evaluations of what we find, and we expect others to react to what we say in the same spirit of inquiry in which we’ve said it.

Although the term “respect” has other meanings, at a university we respect people by treating them as engaged in inquiry and as capable of hearing what we have to say, however critical or upsetting it might be. In a different sense of “respect,” though, we respect a person when we are careful about their feelings, commitments, hopes, or identity. It is in this sense that a person respects another person or respects a culture by, for instance, refraining from appropriating his or its ways or artifacts. It is in this sense that a person respects another by being careful not to hurt his feelings or to call his commitments or identity into question.

Respect as regard for feelings is often incompatible with respect at a university. When we have something to say that we believe will contribute to the discussion and yet remain quiet, or when we engage in euphemism or indirection, or when we avoid certain interesting topics, we well might be treating people with respect in the sense of regard for feelings, but we are not treating them with respect in the proper sense. On the contrary. We are not treating them as intellectually and morally autonomous, but as too emotionally fragile to be competent participants in projects of inquiry, interpretation, or evaluation.

Sadly, the sense of “respect” as solicitude for feelings is invading academic culture and university documents. It is a sense distinctly present in the documents I was alleged to have breached. Though in sending my message I did not treat anyone disrespectfully, in that I did not treat anyone as less than an autonomous agent, I was alleged to have treated someone’s feelings or identity with a lack of proper regard. I have long argued that safe and respectful campus policies constitute a threat to academic values and the academic mission of the university, for they threaten to elevate respect as solicitude over respect for autonomous agency. My own case is a clear example of administrators preferring respect as solicitude to actual respect.

The claim at the back of my president’s mind in seeking to discipline me is, I think, that it makes little difference whether “n****r” is mentioned or used, or whether it is used without malice or used to slur. Some people are hurt by simply hearing or seeing the word (if spoken or written by someone not authorized to speak or write it) and are upset by the thought that an unauthorized person would have so little regard to speak or write it in their presence. That an innocent mention of a word can upset someone is a reason to be careful about speaking or writing it. That point is true. Still, I would continue, that someone in a serious discussion might be upset at one’s speaking or writing a word is only a small reason against speaking or writing it. The reasons one has in favor of speaking or writing it will often easily outweigh that reason against. Now consider the matter from the side of those who indeed are upset by the sound or sight of the word. Despite their emotional constitution, they themselves will not want to be exempted from seeing or hearing it so long as they care to participate in a serious discussion. For scholars, being upset is a price worth paying to participate in the conversation.

The people to whom I sent the message were people who have power or influence at my university, power or influence regarding campus culture and, thereby, regarding student complaints against professors. I was speaking to them about a matter of practical importance with which their professional roles involve them. I might have avoided being summoned simply by having removed one or another person from my mailing list. (I don’t know, though, who complained, so I don’t know who I would have deleted.) But to remove someone on grounds that my message might upset them would be to behave condescendingly toward them. To treat someone with condescension is to treat that person disrespectfully, for it is to fail to appreciate them as an intellectually and morally autonomous agent (or at least as aspiring to be one).

My message was that good teachers treat their students as aspiring intellectuals, and for that reason do not speak euphemistically or indirectly with them. My email would not have embodied that particular message had I tried to convey it through euphemism, nudges, or hints. Had I substituted “the n-word” or “n—-r,” my email would have been false to its message. To send an insincere version of my message to administrators professionally involved in creating a climate for critical inquiry would have been to treat them disrespectfully.

By failing to condescend to an officer at my university, I treated that officer disrespectfully. By failing to address officers at my university insincerely, I treated one or more of them disrespectfully. Impossible as it is, that is my university’s position.

SMU’s president seemed to indicate that the complainant, or one of them, is black. If this is true, his implicit demand, then, is that I am, and everyone at my university is, to treat people differently according to the color of their skin.

Banning a Word

The disciplinary procedure against me has prepared the way for a new rule. People in positions of power at Saint Mary’s want a rule against saying or spelling out “n****r.” Both my university and my union explicitly supported Scholar Strike in September 2020; Scholar Strike was an action organized by social justice partisans who assert that even the mention of the word by an unauthorized person constitutes an act of anti-black racism, whatever the context or motive. As well, the academic senate at my university has put its imprimatur on a guidebook of correct language, a central motivation being to secure the comfort of campus members who belong to historically marginalized groups.

Banning a word would violate academic freedom and freedom of expression on campus. Scholars and students, according to a venerable view, should be free to reject received doctrine, including that merely speaking a word is to engage in anti-black racism. Once a rule against the word is written down, scholars and students will have to avoid certain topics or address them only in prescribed ways.

That discussion might soon be officially constrained raises again the matter of collegiality. The complainant(s) was not directed to speak to me himself but registered a formal complaint on which the university then acted. In accepting the complaint, the university set itself up as an intermediary between two members of the campus community. It set itself up as an authority, one that exercises oversight and control. Collegial relations, though, involve people interacting freely and coping with each other in ways they themselves create or affirm.

University administrators, and university people generally, have a responsibility to help socialize newcomers and each other to the ways of intellectual community. Universities are strange institutions, unlike any other in their concern for the intellectual and moral autonomy of community members. Exempting the complainant(s) from ordinary collegial relations infantilizes him or her and confirms them in their neediness and dependency. My president and academic vice president failed in their duty to sustain collegiality at our institution and to work with members of the community to bring them into the values and ways of university life.

Were the rule to take hold, our ability as professors to bring our students into the life of the mind would suffer. We would be enjoined officially to coddle our students and, moreover, university administrators would be empowered to ensure we do so. Rather than assuming our students are eager to come and think for themselves, and that they are capable of doing so, we would have to test them first to find out who is eager and who isn’t and direct ourselves toward the latter accordingly.

What Will Be the Lasting Effects?

Initiating disciplinary procedures against me violated my academic freedom. It also, as I have argued in the previous sections, put at serious risk freedom of expression on campus and the academic freedom of all professors. It confirmed the complainant(s) in his misapprehension of the nature and expectations of university life. It will deform collegial relations among members of the university community. It will also make even more difficult our helping students to move toward intellectual and moral autonomy.

Lesser, easily foreseen negative effects include souring a professor (me) even further on Saint Mary’s University and degrading that professor’s research leave by costing him much time and energy. The affair deprived many other people, the president and the academic vice president, for instance, of much time and effort. It must have cost both the university and the union an awful lot of money in lawyers’ fees, and today is no time at all for a university to spend public money on things unnecessary.

And yet, apparently, the president and academic vice president, weighing the pros and cons of initiating disciplinary procedures, found the pros to outweigh the cons. The pros, from their point of view, would include reassuring and salving the complainant, preparing new rules and regulations in line with an anti-academic conception of respect, signaling the university’s commitment to anti-racism as understood in contemporary social justice movements, and intimidating professors and students into toeing the line regarding that disgusting commitment.

Image: Kat Jayne, Public Domain


  • Mark Mercer

    Mark Mercer ( is a professor of philosophy in Halifax, Nova Scotia, and the president of the Society for Academic Freedom and Scholarship.

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9 thoughts on “Regrets, I’ve Had a Few

  1. Freedom.
    “the absence of necessity, coercion, or constraint in choice or action.”

    And to possess academic freedom is to hold the ability to teach or communicate ideas or facts (including those that are inconvenient to external political groups or to authorities) without being targeted for repression, job loss, or imprisonment.”

    There is no freedom in Mudville.
    Might Casey doesn’t even make the team.

    There is no need to parse the particulars of Professor Mercer’s apparent sin. They don’t matter in the least. The only thing that matters in this St. Mary’s edition of the ongoing farce is the continued corruption of the academy, the malfeasance of the administration, and the venality of the professoriate. This is no university; this is cult. And the Cult knows — without hesitation or doubt — that Freedom is just another word for offensive…and Academic Freedom simply the fashion-centric ‘shiplap’ on the walls of the College of Only Acceptable Thought: it looks nice and does nothing.

    Mercer used a word. Not as insult or attack or slur but simply as an illustrative word to illuminate a concept which is only apparent given the use of the word. He used it in a professional communication to highly-educated & self-aware colleagues, all of whom squat (evidently) beneath the banner of so-called Academic Freedom within the bastions of a so-called University which — at one time — prided itself on the unfettered pursuit of Truth.

    The result was entirely predictable.
    We’ve seen that same result since grade-school recess. Little Suzie runs to Miss Clavell in tears, “Johnny looked at me funny. He wrinkled my composure. He ruffled my self-righteousness. He used a word which I don’t like, President Clavell and it made my tummy feel all woosy!”

    “Get over here young man and you apologize to Suzie for thinking and voicing unacceptable thoughts!” Plus a few wacks with the ruler and a loss of recess and maybe several sessions pounding out dusty erasers. That’ll teach him!

    Of course this is not 2nd grade and Johnny and Suzie are both — by appearance — full grown adults with equally full access to the entire world of words and ideas that have the potential (as any idea does) to fold & spindle us, especially if we’re we’re self-righteous prigs with woosy tummies.

    Here in Progressive Pleasantville, of course this happened.

    “No one believes more firmly than Provost Napoleon that all animals are equal. He would be only too happy to let you make your decisions for yourselves and use words that you choose, to illustrate ideas that you have, in discussions with all the other animals in the barnyard. But sometimes you might make the wrong decisions, and use the wrong words and have the wrong thoughts comrades, and then where should we be?”

    What we witness here and in too many other ivied groves to count is abhorrent. It should make our skin crawl. It should cause every parent paying for every matriculating kid to tear up every single acceptance letter and send each kid to welding school. Teach our children well! Today that means teach them how to drive a nail and put up drywall. Far better…far more honorable….far more morally righteous & intellectually honest than to subsidize this continued cowardice & corruption.

  2. Mark, you are the victim of an ideological hijack of the humanities in universities that has been in the making for 50-70 years, which is now radically ‘consolidating’ in the face of resistance in the form of a political populism that is questioning the legitimacy and efficacy of the Humanist Ascendancy that has over that time entrenched itself across the entire architecture of discourse and social administration.

    At least in part, the protractedly dismally dysfunctional track record of this Ascendancy in delivering anything of value to its subjects/clients, whether it be ineffective pedagogy for their children, or disempowering social policy and agency that makes them worse off, is at the root of their loss of legitimacy.

    This Ascendancy is behaving like any other hegemonic power whose competence and trustworthiness has come into question and therefore being challenged for it….by turning The Enlightenment into its opposite; an authoritarian, orthodox, dogmatic and heresy sniffing neo-clericalism that is prepared to suppress dissent to maintain the status quo.

    The question now is whether there is anything left that is worth saving. I think probably not. A feel a purge coming on either way, probably serial, that will take out both sides successively.

    You will be the first wave. They will be the second. Then we will be able to see if there is anything left at the end of the day that we can use to build something vaguely plausible and sustainable.

    At least the accumulated academic ‘wokerature’ that has been produced in recent decades might make good toilet paper or horticultural compost. Burning it would be such a waste.

  3. “…even the mention of the word by an unauthorized person…”

    How is that not textbook racial discrimination? To say that only persons of a specific race are permitted to do something is *exactly* what the US Civil Rights Acts were intended to preclude — and I presume that the Canadian laws say something similar.

    Imagine if the university were to say that only persons of the “White” race were authorized to use specific words…

    Enough said?

  4. ” Both my university and my union explicitly supported Scholar Strike in September 2020; Scholar Strike was an action organized by social justice partisans who assert that even the mention of the word by an unauthorized person constitutes an act of anti-black racism, whatever the context or motive.”

    Have you considered suing your union for breach of fiduciary duty?

    I’m not even sure how this would play out in American law, with Canadian law being an additional complexity, but the basic principle is that you are paying the union to represent you and your interests — and that by supporting something like this, they are acting against your best interests. A related claim could possibly be that but for their taking this position last September, you would not have had to endure what your did.

    As you state the facts, it appears that (a) the union signed a contract (on your behalf) that supports “academic freedom”, (b) “academic freedom” is a known term with a known definition, (c) the union supported the violation of said contractual provision, and (d) you were harmed as a result of that. Or something along those lines…

    I am not an attorney — I’ve just heard about “fiduciary duty” in my labor relations class and apparently it is both real and something which unions worry about being sued for. I know that Canada has no First Amendment, but you gotta have free speech lawyers down there, and I’d go have a chat with one.

    The point I would make is that your union is supposed to *defend* the contract, and that in officially supporting “Scholar Strike”, they did the opposite — signaling to management that management could violate it without problems. That’s your breach of duty.

    Having said this, I blame the faculty (collectively) for the problem which exists today because they should have been fighting it 30 years ago when this was happening to the students. Some did — but most ignored it because they felt that since they were faculty, what was happening to the students could never happen to them. Well, now it is.

    Same thing with the Behavioral Intervention Teams — secretive Star Chambers that try students in absentia without a scintilla of due process. Faculty ignored those when they were introduced a decade ago, and now they are starting to be used against professors.

    1. Had the university disciplined me and the union refused to grieve, I might have filed a complaint with the provincial labour board against the union for failure of fair representation. Such complaints rarely succeed for the union’s failure has to be procedural. The union didn’t actually represent *me* in the case; it always represents only the membership and its interests. The union must, though, be loyal to the Collective Agreement and, thereby, to academic freedom. But because I accepted the deal the union had arranged, the thing ended without discipline.

  5. Mark, this is beautiful response to an outrageous complaint. Keep well and keep working.
    Rod Clifton

  6. “even the mention of the word by an unauthorized person constitutes an act of anti-black racism…”

    And therein lies the whole problem. We actually have words in the English language that only “authorized” people are allowed to utter. Who has this granting authority and how did they attain these positions of power? As long as these pharisees exist, there is no such thing as academic freedom or even freedom of speech.

  7. As Lenny Bruce said, “the” word’s suppression gives the word its power. In “Blacks,” he pointed out that we need to use the word over and over again until it loses any ability to “hurt” someone.

    Besides, in academia and publishing and wherever, in most situations today, it is not “offense” that is the real issue involved. It is CONTROL, a kind of arrogant subterfuge to dominant and humiliate innocent others so the “offended” can achieve a kind of unearned, bogus “self-esteem”; so they can “feel good” about themselves.

    But none of us — none of us — is responsible for what does on in someone else’s mind. None of us has that kind of control. Each of us is, in the end, solely responsible for what we think or feel.

    But that’s precisely what intellectually and morally inferior individuals run screaming from; what they truly cannot abide or face: personal responsibility.

    And thus: modern academia, politics, entertainment, business, morality, and daily life.

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